Just felt like updating.

Handover; had this tinge of oh-no-please-don't feeling when EXCO 07/08 took off their tie pins all at once. :'( Emcee-ing was quite smooth I guess; other than all the nonsensical technical problems as usual.

Elie Wiesel:
The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.
(Oct. 1986)


Yup it's a feeling of indifference. I don't even feel like smiling. When I smile I feel funny and weird and wrong. It's this sense of "Oh, hi" feeling when you get negative results in some things and it robs genuine laughter. I need to :D urgently. I need to get rid of the wall in my heart. But I think the interpersonal wall will be there, for good maybe. I need to kick away the feeling of indifference.

I'm starting to believe in you forgetting.
I'm starting to believe in you never seeing.
I'm starting to believe in you not knowing.

What's worse, I'm starting to believe in substitutions.

Then again, forever meets no end. And, love wins, love always wins. But for now, indifference engulfed everything.

If the above post other than the first 2 paragraphs made no sense to you, that's good. :)